Miss You My Dear

Miss You My Janu........

JIL! You came along into my life unexpectedly.

you inspired me… you completed the missing piece in my life… you became my source of confidence and hope… my strength… my guide… my light… my confidante… my shield… my happiness… my teardrops… my downfall… my greatest challenge… my tested and proven best friend… my life’s sweetest blessing.

I love you… simply you… the real you… I love you being you… you being too mushy and witty at times… you being so serious and quiet… you being late and it really irritates me… you being emotional and sentimental… you being insensitive and unpredictable… your lack of initiative sometimes… your tantrums and mood swings… your inconsistencies… your temper… your demands… your cleverness… your impatience… your childlike manner… your childish thinking… your immaturity… your limitations… your weaknesses… you being perfectly imperfect… I like the way you are.

Each day you proved me how much you care and how much support you are willing to offer with all the aspects of my life and I am so overwhelmed. Thank you so much for your efforts to make me feel secured understood and loved even in your own unconventional ways. Thanks for everything.

We have our share of imperfections and the times we had aren’t always easy and painless. You made me smile and even made me cry… and although I never been so showy of my gratitude and appreciation for your every little actions for me, no words could ever say the splendid feeling you made me experience since then. Forgive me if at times I displease you. I would keep on striving harder just as to give you the best of everything that I could give. I wouldn’t know how strong I am if not for you…

I really thank God for giving me a special friend like you. You have always held a special place in my heart and mind, and will continue. I am blessed to have you… thank you for the years of beautiful friendship and more to come…

I miss you.........

What Sun Shine Says About Her?

The beauty of a Scorpio woman is exceptional, mysterious and totally magnetic. She knows that and is proud of herself. She will control her wish to dominate and will let a man lead in a relationship, atleast during courtship. She knows how to hypnotize a man and gets successful, more often than not. Don't expect a Scorpio female to rush into your arms in front of a thousand people and shout her feelings at the top of her voice. Instead, she will come close to you, glance at you in a sensual way and whisper the most romantic words in a seductive tone.



If you are not sincere with your feelings, don't even try to get close to a Scorpio girl. With those beautiful, penetrating eyes of hers, she can read exactly what is on your mind. She can easily make out your real intentions, so Don't Flirt. It will amount to insulting her and I assure you, insulting her is not at all good for your health. Even when her tone is soothing, her disposition kind and her smile generous, she can be planning the most powerful retaliation. When a Scorpio woman is insulted or gets hurt, her fury knows no bounds.



Then, she can become the most hard-hearted and most sarcastic person on this earth. If she loves with fierce devotion, she hates with devastating malice. If you are really in love with her, then you need to know more about her. She has a very hypnotic gaze and the moment her eyes meet your, you will go tumbling down in her deep passion. Being noticed by a Scorpio female definitely gives a boost to a man's ego. She needs a man who is stronger than she is and weakness in him won't get her sympathy at all.



He will be expected to behave like a real man, who can dominate her and make her proud. At the same time, he should respect her individuality. He should be better looking than average, with an intellect, philosophical and totally masculine. He must also be ambitious and able to handle tough situation with poise. After she gets committed, a Scorpio female will shower you with all her love and attention. Her whole life will start revolving around you and she will be extremely loyal and exceedingly passionate.



She is passionate with everything that is related to her. It is almost impossible for her to have neutral feelings. Either she will deeply cherish or fiercely hate. If any of the feelings are not experienced, she will become completely indifferent towards it. Scorpio women, however, never let these feelings show. Her expression will always remain neutral, betraying nothing. Her anger is very bad and it's better to get out of her way when it gets out of hand. Her characteristics profile will make her storehouse of secrets, but people wouldn't know any of hers.



Her personal life will be out of bounds for everyone. At the same time, she will never tell the secrets that have been confided in her, not even to you. Even with you, she will have a private part and its better not to pry. That does not mean she is dishonest. Infact, she will be so brutally honest that, at times, she may hurt people in the process. Like a typical Scorpio, she will choose her friends very carefully and the credible ones will remain with her throughout her life. She will never maintain a relationship with unworthy people.



Determination and will power are her basic personality traits. She can use them anytime to come out of anything that is negative. If you have been able to win the true love of a Scorpio female, you can be sure you will never feel lonely again. She will be totally devoted to you and even if you two don't get married for any reasons beyond your control, her love for you will not change. She is one of those who believe in the phrase 'Till Death Do Us Apart'. Rather than overshadowing her husband, she believes in supporting him.



'Behind every successful man, there is a woman'; this idiom is perfect in case of the husband who has a Scorpio wife. For her, the future, the happiness and the dreams of her husband hold the supreme importance. She will always defend him fiercely in public and won't take nicely to anyone taking advantage of him. She will always encourage him to reach for the stars, build his courage and never let him turn back from midway. Scorpio women love their homes and keep them spic and span.



Now comes the dangerous part. A Scorpio girl is extremely jealous and fiercely possessive of her loved ones. She is prone to suspicions; so don't give reasons to be doubtful of you. On the other hand, you will have to control your jealousy, since she will be attracting a lot of members of the opposite sex. She also dislikes being possessed by anyone, including you. In such a scenario, just remember that a Scorpio woman will always be loyal and devoted to you, even in the worst of circumstances.



And then, you know you cannot leave her and it is better to adjust to such a trifle thing. Nobody walks away from a Scorpio, right? As far as money is concerned, she will enjoy it whether she saves it in a piggy bank or splurges it on luxurious things. She is very conscious of her social standards and will never compromise in case of status. She likes power and will sacrifice money and many other things for it. She seems to be very practical, but inside she is very emotional. Like all Scorpios, she will not see any viewpoint in case of her own emotions.



A Scorpio female has a sense of fairness and justice. If you don't wish her good morning one day after a fight, she will do the same for the next four days. The same goes for generosity also. If you do one kind deed for her, she will do four in return. As a mother, she will extremely possessive of her children and will care for them. However, she may not express her love openly and this is something you will have to teach her. She will make them independent, fair, strong and proud of themselves, the way she is of them. She will encourage them to develop their innate talents and make sure they don't go unnoticed.



A Scorpio woman can drown you in her passion. But then, she can also bring you to safety when the raft becomes too dicey. She can provide you her calm and steady support in the worst of circumstances. Once you win her love, you will never be lonely again. Your food will be perfectly baked and she will grind fresh coffee for you. You will always come back to a spotless home, radiating with the aura of her magnetic personality, the charm of her deep beauty and the warmth of her everlasting love!

How Can I Forget You?

My favorite quote :

“I try to forget you but som

ething is remind me to remember you”…………

What are the things are remind me to remember you?

1st The language whoever speaking in Malayalam I turned and see them and there after its remind me to think you.

2nd whoever I saw you in the street, mallu’s with their unique hair style that remind me to remember you.

3rd the sweet line you use to pronounce with your unique malayalee’s tamil “Yeana Kodumai Saravana” its remind me to remember you.

4th The thing you used to scold me “Yerumai Madu” Wherever I saw yerumai madu or if someone scold like that I am thinking about you. Who has dare to say me that yerumai madu again? Nowadays I used to scold everyone like that.

5th The Appollo staff bus. Wherever I saw the bus its makes tear on eyes to cheeks……………

6th The Cadbury Dairy Milk, the first gif from you there after still I didn’t eat any chocolates.

7th The Tea I quite to drink tea my age of 20 but now I am drinking tea…………. B’cos You like that…..

Whenever I drink tea its reminds you.

8th The cigarette. The one and only thing that you asked me to quit, For you I quit after you left me alone I started smoking with liquor but now I decided that I should not do these thing anymore because I know this will hurt you……… So I Quit Smoking and Liquor….

9th My look …… Yes whenever I see me in mirror its reminds you how fat I am before meet you and now how lean I am? Wow even I cant understand this change in me. The credits goes to you only dear……….

If you are there in my entire life I am just thinking you will make my life so beautiful. I swear.

Whoever asked me “how you got reduced like this nu?” I am thinking about you my dear.

10th The Beach &and The Church In Parry’s We went first its absolutely awesome days how can I forget the beautiful moments in my life, the tear I saw in your cheeks in church and that tear makes me to cry…

How can I describe that feeling now also I am thinking why I cried that day………..

god only knows………………………………………………………

How I am going to forget you

my dear tell me it’s so easy? Do you think?

You asked me when you had fight with me on phone …………… can u not live without me nu? And that to even 2 months how you will react so much like this nu………………..?

How can I? I this 2 months I cant forget in my lifetime………….

Just you remember this you didn't saw the true love in your life till …………………….

YOU JUST SAW THAT IN ME>>>>>>

thats why you think I am different

Yes I am unique..........one for you only dear............. Not for everyone................

Love you my dear JIL Mis you badly..........

I’ll wait for you till my last breath ……………..

I Promise My self I would not Cry

Chain

You are thinking that this chain will never get strong again. But i feel

The Chain is not yet cut, Only its got rusted if you put some love & Trust Paint it will get strong .......................................... Can U?

Love you and miss you my dear

I miss you de.............

My dear

I know that I am disturbing you lot ………….. nowadays, I am showing my pains to you but I remember that you send one message to me may be you forgotten that “ Showing your pain will never going to change anything” that is absolutely right my jil………….

I understand that so late, so here after I wont disturb you my sweet heart……..

I don’t know that what is disturb what is not……. Now days what ever I am doing with you, I know you feel I am disturbing you. What makes you to think like this God only knows.

But for one thing don’t ever think that if I am not disturbing you I will forget you and pick some other girl and enjoy the life nu. Just I am keep distance because you like that, and I never forget you in my life and no one can replace you…………..

you are always my SWEET HEART

I love you deeply madly…………

In this second also I am living with your sweet memories this will continue till my last breath ...

Miss you my dear JIL

Take Care.

Tomorrow Birthday BASH/DASH?

Sep 2 yes tomorrow is my birthday. I don’t know that what is she is going to give me happiness / sorrow……

I never celebrate my birthday with sorrow but, I am sure tomorrow is going to be sad only, because whatever I thought it’s not going to happen tomorrow.

Still have hope let give it to God’s hand

Surely it’s going to hurt me if you are not speaking to me

Miss YOU

Dear……….