Friday, November 12, 2010
Happy Birthday JIL
Thursday, November 4, 2010
Friday, October 1, 2010
How Long It Will Go Worst Like This?
I am not feeling good, my life is going so worst without you, I need you in my life.
Why this much angry on me my dear, please da try to understand me that how badly I am missing you………
Please don’t compare me with others…… You know that very well,
I am UNIQUE
I am sorry
Please Forgive me my dear.....
Wednesday, September 22, 2010
Tuesday, September 21, 2010
Miss You My Janu........
JIL! You came along into my life unexpectedly.
you inspired me… you completed the missing piece in my life… you became my source of confidence and hope… my strength… my guide… my light… my confidante… my shield… my happiness… my teardrops… my downfall… my greatest challenge… my tested and proven best friend… my life’s sweetest blessing.
I love you… simply you… the real you… I love you being you… you being too mushy and witty at times… you being so serious and quiet… you being late and it really irritates me… you being emotional and sentimental… you being insensitive and unpredictable… your lack of initiative sometimes… your tantrums and mood swings… your inconsistencies… your temper… your demands… your cleverness… your impatience… your childlike manner… your childish thinking… your immaturity… your limitations… your weaknesses… you being perfectly imperfect… I like the way you are.
Each day you proved me how much you care and how much support you are willing to offer with all the aspects of my life and I am so overwhelmed. Thank you so much for your efforts to make me feel secured understood and loved even in your own unconventional ways. Thanks for everything.
We have our share of imperfections and the times we had aren’t always easy and painless. You made me smile and even made me cry… and although I never been so showy of my gratitude and appreciation for your every little actions for me, no words could ever say the splendid feeling you made me experience since then. Forgive me if at times I displease you. I would keep on striving harder just as to give you the best of everything that I could give. I wouldn’t know how strong I am if not for you…
I really thank God for giving me a special friend like you. You have always held a special place in my heart and mind, and will continue. I am blessed to have you… thank you for the years of beautiful friendship and more to come…
I miss you.........
Friday, September 17, 2010
What Sun Shine Says About Her?
The beauty of a Scorpio woman is exceptional, mysterious and totally magnetic. She knows that and is proud of herself. She will control her wish to dominate and will let a man lead in a relationship, atleast during courtship. She knows how to hypnotize a man and gets successful, more often than not. Don't expect a Scorpio female to rush into your arms in front of a thousand people and shout her feelings at the top of her voice. Instead, she will come close to you, glance at you in a sensual way and whisper the most romantic words in a seductive tone.
If you are not sincere with your feelings, don't even try to get close to a Scorpio girl. With those beautiful, penetrating eyes of hers, she can read exactly what is on your mind. She can easily make out your real intentions, so Don't Flirt. It will amount to insulting her and I assure you, insulting her is not at all good for your health. Even when her tone is soothing, her disposition kind and her smile generous, she can be planning the most powerful retaliation. When a Scorpio woman is insulted or gets hurt, her fury knows no bounds.
Then, she can become the most hard-hearted and most sarcastic person on this earth. If she loves with fierce devotion, she hates with devastating malice. If you are really in love with her, then you need to know more about her. She has a very hypnotic gaze and the moment her eyes meet your, you will go tumbling down in her deep passion. Being noticed by a Scorpio female definitely gives a boost to a man's ego. She needs a man who is stronger than she is and weakness in him won't get her sympathy at all.
He will be expected to behave like a real man, who can dominate her and make her proud. At the same time, he should respect her individuality. He should be better looking than average, with an intellect, philosophical and totally masculine. He must also be ambitious and able to handle tough situation with poise. After she gets committed, a Scorpio female will shower you with all her love and attention. Her whole life will start revolving around you and she will be extremely loyal and exceedingly passionate.
She is passionate with everything that is related to her. It is almost impossible for her to have neutral feelings. Either she will deeply cherish or fiercely hate. If any of the feelings are not experienced, she will become completely indifferent towards it. Scorpio women, however, never let these feelings show. Her expression will always remain neutral, betraying nothing. Her anger is very bad and it's better to get out of her way when it gets out of hand. Her characteristics profile will make her storehouse of secrets, but people wouldn't know any of hers.
Her personal life will be out of bounds for everyone. At the same time, she will never tell the secrets that have been confided in her, not even to you. Even with you, she will have a private part and its better not to pry. That does not mean she is dishonest. Infact, she will be so brutally honest that, at times, she may hurt people in the process. Like a typical Scorpio, she will choose her friends very carefully and the credible ones will remain with her throughout her life. She will never maintain a relationship with unworthy people.
Determination and will power are her basic personality traits. She can use them anytime to come out of anything that is negative. If you have been able to win the true love of a Scorpio female, you can be sure you will never feel lonely again. She will be totally devoted to you and even if you two don't get married for any reasons beyond your control, her love for you will not change. She is one of those who believe in the phrase 'Till Death Do Us Apart'. Rather than overshadowing her husband, she believes in supporting him.
'Behind every successful man, there is a woman'; this idiom is perfect in case of the husband who has a Scorpio wife. For her, the future, the happiness and the dreams of her husband hold the supreme importance. She will always defend him fiercely in public and won't take nicely to anyone taking advantage of him. She will always encourage him to reach for the stars, build his courage and never let him turn back from midway. Scorpio women love their homes and keep them spic and span.
Now comes the dangerous part. A Scorpio girl is extremely jealous and fiercely possessive of her loved ones. She is prone to suspicions; so don't give reasons to be doubtful of you. On the other hand, you will have to control your jealousy, since she will be attracting a lot of members of the opposite sex. She also dislikes being possessed by anyone, including you. In such a scenario, just remember that a Scorpio woman will always be loyal and devoted to you, even in the worst of circumstances.
And then, you know you cannot leave her and it is better to adjust to such a trifle thing. Nobody walks away from a Scorpio, right? As far as money is concerned, she will enjoy it whether she saves it in a piggy bank or splurges it on luxurious things. She is very conscious of her social standards and will never compromise in case of status. She likes power and will sacrifice money and many other things for it. She seems to be very practical, but inside she is very emotional. Like all Scorpios, she will not see any viewpoint in case of her own emotions.
A Scorpio female has a sense of fairness and justice. If you don't wish her good morning one day after a fight, she will do the same for the next four days. The same goes for generosity also. If you do one kind deed for her, she will do four in return. As a mother, she will extremely possessive of her children and will care for them. However, she may not express her love openly and this is something you will have to teach her. She will make them independent, fair, strong and proud of themselves, the way she is of them. She will encourage them to develop their innate talents and make sure they don't go unnoticed.
A Scorpio woman can drown you in her passion. But then, she can also bring you to safety when the raft becomes too dicey. She can provide you her calm and steady support in the worst of circumstances. Once you win her love, you will never be lonely again. Your food will be perfectly baked and she will grind fresh coffee for you. You will always come back to a spotless home, radiating with the aura of her magnetic personality, the charm of her deep beauty and the warmth of her everlasting love!
How Can I Forget You?
My favorite quote :
“I try to forget you but som
ething is remind me to remember you”…………
What are the things are remind me to remember you?
1st The language whoever speaking in Malayalam I turned and see them and there after its remind me to think you.
2nd whoever I saw you in the street, mallu’s with their unique hair style that remind me to remember you.
3rd the sweet line you use to pronounce with your unique malayalee’s tamil “Yeana Kodumai Saravana” its remind me to remember you.
4th The thing you used to scold me “Yerumai Madu” Wherever I saw yerumai madu or if someone scold like that I am thinking about you. Who has dare to say me that yerumai madu again? Nowadays I used to scold everyone like that.
5th The Appollo staff bus. Wherever I saw the bus its makes tear on eyes to cheeks……………
6th The Cadbury Dairy Milk, the first gif from you there after still I didn’t eat any chocolates.
7th The Tea I quite to drink tea my age of 20 but now I am drinking tea…………. B’cos You like that…..
Whenever I drink tea its reminds you.
8th The cigarette. The one and only thing that you asked me to quit, For you I quit after you left me alone I started smoking with liquor but now I decided that I should not do these thing anymore because I know this will hurt you……… So I Quit Smoking and Liquor….
9th My look …… Yes whenever I see me in mirror its reminds you how fat I am before meet you and now how lean I am? Wow even I cant understand this change in me. The credits goes to you only dear……….
If you are there in my entire life I am just thinking you will make my life so beautiful. I swear.
Whoever asked me “how you got reduced like this nu?” I am thinking about you my dear.
10th The Beach &and The Church In Parry’s We went first its absolutely awesome days how can I forget the beautiful moments in my life, the tear I saw in your cheeks in church and that tear makes me to cry…
How can I describe that feeling now also I am thinking why I cried that day………..
god only knows………………………………………………………
How I am going to forget you
my dear tell me it’s so easy? Do you think?
You asked me when you had fight with me on phone …………… can u not live without me nu? And that to even 2 months how you will react so much like this nu………………..?
How can I? I this 2 months I cant forget in my lifetime………….
Just you remember this you didn't saw the true love in your life till …………………….
YOU JUST SAW THAT IN ME>>>>>>
thats why you think I am different
Yes I am unique..........one for you only dear............. Not for everyone................
Love you my dear JIL Mis you badly..........
I’ll wait for you till my last breath ……………..
Thursday, September 16, 2010
Wednesday, September 15, 2010
Chain
I miss you de.............
My dear
I understand that so late, so here after I wont disturb you my sweet heart……..
you are always my SWEET HEART
I love you deeply madly…………
In this second also I am living with your sweet memories this will continue till my last breath ...
Take Care.
Wednesday, September 1, 2010
Tomorrow Birthday BASH/DASH?
Sep 2 yes tomorrow is my birthday. I don’t know that what is she is going to give me happiness / sorrow……
I never celebrate my birthday with sorrow but, I am sure tomorrow is going to be sad only, because whatever I thought it’s not going to happen tomorrow.
Still have hope let give it to God’s hand
Surely it’s going to hurt me if you are not speaking to me
Miss YOU
Dear……….
Tuesday, August 31, 2010
2 Days More......
Hi my dear jil
Only 2days to go to my birthday, still we are in fight, this fight will solve are it will continue?
You said in my last call you don’t want any kind of relationship with me and that you told you hate me.
I done a wrong thing I accept but that mistake deserve this big punishmen
t? I will say that 100 percent that is not a reason that you hate me something more than that I don’t know what it is.
I doing lot of nonsense things to get you in my life again, but everything ends with sorrow I really need you in my entire life that I told you lot of times I want to marry you and enjoy the life with you I want to live with you I want to die in your lap . But what should I do now you hate me.
Still 2 days only there for my birthday, In my life when I mature I only cried with you only dear, I never cried with anyone for any reason even in my sorrow I always smile I never showed my sorrow to anyone.
But now I desperately showing my sorrows to you, because y
ou have to realize that how deeply madly
I am loving you.
You see my fate now sep 2nd is on my birthday I am going to cry on that entire day because I know very well that you are not going to call me that day, I expect from 1month before I told you also I will be very happy if you call me on that day I expected if you are in abroad also you will call me nu, but we are in the same town still I have hope fingers crossed let me see what is going to happen.
But one thing JIL if you are not calling me on my bir
YOU ARE GOING TO MADE ME
HAPPY
OR
SAD ON THAT DAY?
IT'S IN YOUR HANDS
love you dear I hope you will not let me down.Missing you badly
Saturday, August 28, 2010
compatibility
Today's Compatibility Results With
Liju (JIL)
Raj, both Liju and you are concerned with the betterment of the world and your fellow people. You are the most progressive thinker of your friends, and you always have a new idea in the work. Liju is a diplomat; abhorring conflict of any sort, you are born balancers. Liju's urge to avoid conflict put together with a love of intellectual freedom can lead Liju to be somewhat indecisive at times; when this happens, more decisive you can step in and help Liju figure out which direction to turn. Liju can return the favor by smoothing yours occasionally ruffled feathers that result from your idealistic thinking sometimes crashing down in the face of reality.
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Wednesday, August 25, 2010
OH MY JIL SHOW ME THE HAPPY
You have told that you will speak to me one day or another day, but slowly my hope is getting down. I think you clearly decided that not to speak with me I think but,
Why still I believe you. Yes I will believe till my last breath . Something will change you to think about me
I have that hope.
But one thing JIL
I think you remember this Telugu sentence that I sent you before
Yea Jil “Nuvu lekunte nenu badukaledu idhi neemedhi ottu”
Please trust me and give me a chance to change my self …………………
I miss you dear
Tuesday, August 24, 2010
I miss you very much |
|
As we sit here on earth
Missing the once are not here we HOPE and we pray That they are OK But we still wish they were here One more smile One more time we want to hear YOUR voice or YOUR laugh we sit and we think How much we did wrong How much time was wasted? The scream and the anger we gave you How much time we lost With the hard time we gave you When that time could have been spend For that One more smile One more time we want to hear YOUR voice or YOUR laugh we feel so betrayed we feel so alone Because YOU are not here But we know YOU are in a better place And we wrong for feeling this way BUT No one can blame us for that because All we wanted is One more smile One more time we want to hear YOUR voice or YOUR laugh My dear Jil don’t know what you decide still in big confusion you told that if you keep on calling me I will not speak to in your entire life nu, that is why I am keep quiet my dear. But how long I will be like this? Hate everything near to me you Miss you badly my dear. When you will forgive me? |
Sunday, August 22, 2010
Happy Onam
Thursday, August 19, 2010
Why This Sorrow Behind The Happiness?
Life went so smooth
Why this sudden the highest moments of happiness
and sorrow came to cross my way of life?
I enjoyed the happiest moment you gave in my life.
But why I can’t I accept the sorrow you are giving me now?
The human mind is asking only happiness in life
Not sorrow right?
Absolutely it’s correct!
I am an normal human being, I too like only happy moments in my life not sorrows, and then first time I am feeling this pain in my life da. I don’t know this will tear heart like this. How many hurts, tears, mind blowing words came out from your mouth, I never been cried like this in my life. That’s why god giving this pleasant surprise to me to make cry.
Happiness:
"Happiness is not the absence of problems but the ability to deal with them"
Why I am getting tears? Why I am crying? This a power behind you? I know very well that you gave me lot of chances to me to change my attitude, but I never seen that your anger behind the silence, when ever you cry for whatever problems my heart will tear and I too get tears in my eyes, like that me why my self make you to cry? Why I done this sin to you da? I don’t have any answer for you questions. Why this happened to me why I done these things to you? pathetically don’t know.
Do you know what is happening every morning?:
Every morning when I woke up first thing is coming in mind is you are not with me and you are on angry with me. This will make me cry from the day starts, every morning I woke up with tears only. When this sorrow will leave me and when you will talk to me?
PLEASE HELP ME TO COME OUT FROM THIS HELL
PLEASE JIL
Wednesday, August 18, 2010
When you will?
I don't know what to write here, everything going wrong, whatever I do it's ends with sorrow da feel so sad.
Don't know what to do next? But still I have faith on you that you will forgive me nu. But I don't know how its going to happen, if we are doing mistakes with knowledge its an sin, but I am not done like that da emotional jerk is made me to stand here. Everything is happened because of me I done mistakes I apologies forthat and tell me how to correct my self but you are giving me punishments. Every words coming from your mouth hurts me lot but you didn't care about that, you always saying this to me "I never meet people like you" yea you have to realise that everyone is doing mistakes with you and left alone, I can't leave you like that da because you so precious to me.
When you are going to realise that I don't know yaar, you are not a child you will understand my feelings one day or another day, on that day also I will be same like this and I will say
I AM HERE FOR YOU DA
ALWAYS..........
Miss you soo much
RAJ
Friday, August 13, 2010
My Favourite Song
Tamil Movie: Kadhal Virus
Tamil Song: Yeandhan Vaanil........
vaazhga vaazhgavae vaazhga neeyum
vaanam uLLavarai vaazhga endrum
vaazhga vaazhgavae kaadhal vaazhum varai vaazhgavae
endhan vaanin kaadhal nilavae
indhru thaeyvadhu edhanaal nilavae (2)
neeyum vaLar piRaiyaaga nilavae
uyirai tharuvaen kaadhal nilavae.. nilavae...
(endhan vaanin...)
venpani nee thoongiya pulveLi naan
vennila nee minniya viNveLi naan (2)
minnal koadi saerthu vaithu nee siritha kaatchigaL
yaavum indru maayamaaga yaarai kaetka saatchigaL
unnai eNNi vaazhndha kaalam, kaNgaL reNdum eeramaaga
kaadhal ondrum kaayamalla, kaalappoakkil aaRi poaga
nenjam ellaam vaadudhey thazhumbugaLaal
(endhan vaanin...)
ennai vittu poanadhu amaidhiyandroa
neeyum illaa naanumae agadhiyandroa
nooRu koadi aaNdu kaalam vaazhvadhingu veeNadi
endhan kaadhal nee aRindhaal poadhum andha oar nodi
pullin meedhu poagum poadhum kaal sivandha menmai nee
kallin meedhu neeyum ingae poavadhenna kaNmani
indha jenmam vaazhvadhey unakkena dhaan
(endhan vaanin...)
vaazhga vaazhgavae vaazhga neeyum
vaanam uLLavarai vaazhga endrum
vaazhga vaazhgavae kaadhal vaazhum varai vaazhgavae
Thursday, August 12, 2010
Why this Pain?
Every time when you come to office I feel like heaven but now days when I see you my heart beat faster then normal my eyes getting tears, My blood rushing through my brain because every time when I see you my heart says that I done mistake I done mistake I feel guilty to see your face Jil. I am so sorry how I can do that nonsense with my sweet friend I am really mad yaar.
My kind request and I pray for this when I see you next time I would like to see your smiling face yaar. I feel so guilty, Even you forgive me I can’t come out from this da.
I loose everything because of my anger, Your smile, your kindness, your care, your prayer, your blessings, your friendship, your voice in phone everything da………….
I want to renew all this things come to my life again. But how? QUESTION MARK
There is an only one chance I will listen you and what ever you say I am going to do. That only make you to trust me.
Every time when I do mistakes and asking you to forgive after you forgiving me I will be normal and forgot that mistakes what I done.
But this time you really make me understand how it will hurt each time forgiving me and I am doing the same mistake again.
I learned well
Please give me the sweetest life you given to me before I will be true to you and I promise you this will never happen again.
GIVE ME A CHANGE AND TRUST ME ONCE.........
PLEASE DA
What Should I Do?
You'll feel tired and disorientated by the excessive amount of work and
will try to do the least possible to escape from responsibilities.
You'll have to take important decisions for your future. You *Friend*
will set ultimatums but you'll try to escape.
...See you tomorrow.
about
What is ULTIMATUMS?
Coming to the point
about your ULTIMATUMS
You should not call me....(The you will call me?)
You should not send SMS to me (after my humble request) You can send only 2 sms per day to me.
But what is my confusion is
Did you forgiven me or you raised my Punishment?
It's so hard to do this things
but not even single word I accept without any hesitation but now i feel the heat, How badly I am missing you, You know? It's really to hard to do this things JIL.
But I want the trust you have in me before
for that I will accept this or even so harder punishments,
But You should TRUST ME
One day or another day
WILL YOU?
I like that last line in the prediction
"You *Friend*
will set ultimatums but you'll try to escape."
You will try to escape
But HOW?
Tuesday, August 10, 2010
I Don't Want Miss You In My Life.........
Can You?